Dear mama,

i know im such a bad son to you. i dont ask you to believe every words comes from my mouth. but please dont accuse me mcm bangah ni seorang penjenayah yg terbesar kt dunia ni. yeah mama ada cakap bangah macam org yg dah hilang semangat, no soul, no smile on my face, tak bertegur dgn mama sgt and macam-macam lg laa. all that thing comes with reasons. bukan bangah sengaja act like that depan mama, bukan sengaja bangah nak protes or whatever more you think.  i think you should learn how to understand teenager's heart. first for all, bangah nk bgtahu yg mmg bangah dah takde semangat lgsg nowadays sbb bangah dah takde siapa2 lagi which is can make me smile.my soul had gone. dengan pelbagai masalah yg datang tak putus-putus. im depressed ma. secondly, bukan bangah taknak bertegur dgn mama, im trying ma. but im ashamed to you and whole family. bangah dah banyak bagi masalah kt mama and i feel so guilty to you. bangah malu sebab memalukan mama before. bangah nak mama tahu one thing, sejahat mana pun bangah, you're still my mother and i love you the most. setiap kesalahan yg bangah lakukan semua i take as a lesson in my life. pengajaran ni lah yg mematangkan bangah selama ni. i hope you can understand the stressed of pressure im facing at the moment. And pleasee, forgive me by accepting my heart-felt apologies. 

p/s: you're the best mom in the world, and im proud to be your son

iloveyou.