Dear mama,

i know im such a bad son to you. i dont ask you to believe every words comes from my mouth. but please dont accuse me mcm bangah ni seorang penjenayah yg terbesar kt dunia ni. yeah mama ada cakap bangah macam org yg dah hilang semangat, no soul, no smile on my face, tak bertegur dgn mama sgt and macam-macam lg laa. all that thing comes with reasons. bukan bangah sengaja act like that depan mama, bukan sengaja bangah nak protes or whatever more you think.  i think you should learn how to understand teenager's heart. first for all, bangah nk bgtahu yg mmg bangah dah takde semangat lgsg nowadays sbb bangah dah takde siapa2 lagi which is can make me smile.my soul had gone. dengan pelbagai masalah yg datang tak putus-putus. im depressed ma. secondly, bukan bangah taknak bertegur dgn mama, im trying ma. but im ashamed to you and whole family. bangah dah banyak bagi masalah kt mama and i feel so guilty to you. bangah malu sebab memalukan mama before. bangah nak mama tahu one thing, sejahat mana pun bangah, you're still my mother and i love you the most. setiap kesalahan yg bangah lakukan semua i take as a lesson in my life. pengajaran ni lah yg mematangkan bangah selama ni. i hope you can understand the stressed of pressure im facing at the moment. And pleasee, forgive me by accepting my heart-felt apologies. 

p/s: you're the best mom in the world, and im proud to be your son

iloveyou.

Quotes

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures

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rokok

yeah, memang aku seorang perokok dan ramai lagi remaja bawah umur lain juga merokok kini. persoalannya, jahat sangat ke seorang perokok bawah umur seperti aku ni? mengapa perokok bawah umur seperti aku ni sering dipandang serong oleh masyarakat terutama nya golongan tua, parents, cikgu-cikgu, pakcik makcik, jiran-jiran, saudara mara. ishh. aku bengang betul lah. nampak budak mcm aku hisap rokok je, di katanya jahat, bodoh, takde wawasan. c'mon lah! tak semestinya aku merokok bermaksud aku ni jahat, takde wawasan bagai. aku taktahu macam mana nak tukar persepsi golongan tua masa kini yang memandang serong terhadap perokok mcm aku ni. haihh.

'DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER'

p/s: macho kan? haha *just a picture :)

imissyou.

i miss everything you say, everything you do makes me smile and laugh.
i miss the way you look at me, i miss the sound of your voice, i miss holding your hands, i miss holding your hand until you fell asleep, i miss us. dont you feel the same like the way i do? im trying to forget every little things of you, but i cant. yeah i hate you and im lying to myself.

Hii :)

its been a long time im not typing here aite. haha. semenjak abg bercuti ni rasa mcm bosan lah pulak taktahu nak buat apa tu yg ttbe rasa nk blogging ni :) hehe sekarang jam menunjukkan pukul 3.20am/selasa and i still not sleeping. cool kan? :)